Lancelot

Hi to you too,

First off let me say that I've really enjoyed our date on Hari Raya. It was really enjoyable. I hope you remember this while I tell you everything that has transpired in the 8 years we've known each other and how I have come to reinforce the image of the real you that you didn't want others to know.

One of your biggest complaints (or likely the only complaint) was my lack of initiative. Right off the bat, it only goes to show how you perceive men around you. Perhaps your worldview is shaped by the fact that men seem drawn to you. Remember in the year 2001, we have that hour long chat about what I have observed about you? I wonder if you have even noticed the implications of that. You are a master of wrong signals, and you have a blatant disregard for boundaries, yourself and others and that is a highly volatile combination guaranteed to send mixed but encouraging signals and keep it that way. I really wonder if you were ignorant to the fact that the charade is over the moment I told you that. Or perhaps you look down on men too, that we are all irrational creatures when it comes to seeking mates.

Some of the guys that you had a brief spark with had nuggets of truth I can only happily gather into my knowledge banks. They have doubted you integrity, especially when it was known in the beginning that you had a boyfriend of three years (I couldn't remember or bother to anyway) when you were with that piss poor excuse for a boy. That was the first alarm bell that went off in my head, and the news rocked the school too. Your reputation formed for better and for worse, and I think it amusing to stay in the periphery and observe how this all pans out. You are physically attractive you know, but not that much anyway. While our school back then didn't have any babes, I guess you're lucky to come out near the top at first glance, what with you hanging out with butt ugly girls only serves to make you look better. Was that your intention? I think so.

I guess you had assumed that you had me in the beginning. In many ways, that is correct. While I saw through you, it was a conscious choice on my part to remain near you, and to do whatever it requires to keep it that way with minimal effort. As I stayed by your side, I observed scandals after scandals and flings come and go. Losers, all of them. For going after a girl who has an ongoing relationship, and was known to two time that poor guy just screams loser to me. You can try to pin that word on me too girl, but its not going to work. My mask is better than your mask.

By taking advantage in your weak language, poor family background and a single personal tragedy, you turned your miserable life into a miserable drama-laden life. You adopt the role of a weak and helpless girl always striving to better herself. Your double standards and power play are really obvious in my eyes. Did you think me on the same level as the others? Apparently you are so wrong. He was right. You are a heartlander and he is a cosmopolitan. I am a cosmopolitan who chooses to enter your heartlands to see what sort of antics you primitive monkeys do to each other. And what I saw reminds me of primary school antics with a touch less subtlety and foresight.

I guess there is nothing much to say about you anymore. I have already revealed all that you really are. This whole 'part time lover' and ' replacement boyfriend' scenario that you've cooked up isn't working in the beginning. Your entire rant on honor and duty is a joke. I have no obligation to honor any verbal agreement to remain your 'part time' particularly when you lack the morals and ethics to even know what the hell you are talking about and you are frankly not worth. You had your chance to upgrade yourself to my level, you blew it. Your call last night reinforces my observations, that you were more conscious a manipulator than a subconscious one. But too bad, you've met a match you can never even hope to come close to.

Yes I was turned on by you last time, when you still had some shred of decency in you. I don't think I would want to stick my thing in you even if you asked me to now. This 8 years wasn't just me and you, I've been around, meeting people and doing things. You remained in that little well of yours, manipulating everyone weaker than you. That night at Holland Village remains highly amusing. You basically called the entire brigade down just to see you get drunk and lash out at your boyfriend. True enough the whole lot of them arrived with concern and stuff. I wish I had a crew so efficient.

Anyway. With this informal piece, I am stepping way from the periphery. Your hunger for attention can be sated elsewhere, provided nobody else wised up to your manipulations and spreads the word about you. And really, you are out of your league, with this level of skills, how do you survive the big world out there with bigger sharks and bigger predators? I don't know and I don't care anyway.

Good luck to you.

P.S That dress was hideous what were you thinking? Horizontal stripes on a figure like yours? Does your taste suck that much? LOL

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-Fairytale-

Let it go sweetheart, let it go~

P/S: Tell her she needs the VERTICAL STRIPES!

Lancelot

Vertical stripes keeps off the inevitable babe. She needs to lose real weight. Besides, there was nothing to hold onto for that past 8 years. No this isn't the 7 year one, that one was far better than this trash.

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-Fairytale-

You trying to be trendy huh?!

Being MEAN is the IN thing now!!!!

LOL!

Lancelot

Didn't I tell you that I'm an asshole?

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brinfulrunegopk

all i want to say is "shut up bi"

I love crystal liu
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I am crystallized

Lancelot

She's a bi? Ouch...

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iloves-

dontknow how to say. -.-
but, i swear to forget you soooon. ._.

ILY.

iamamelia

should i just continue to try forgetting you?

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Xav

Though I knew you had no interest in me i still kept on waiting and chasing.

I tried to date another girl to forget about you yet end up thinking about you on the date and missed you even more

right now all I could do is just being there as a friend by your side and

just believing one day you will be moved...and give me a chance =)

pink_starz88

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Krying

je t'aime, i miss you

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NORZISH

My Sinister Bikes DNA. U were one of my best rides ever. I miss u..

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SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL FREERIDER. Sector16:NORZISH_9mm

Rinako

Firstly , I don't know what to do ): You are busy studying , and you totally neglected me . I know O levels is very very important to you ( in fact, to everyone ) but can't you at least spare some time for me ? I never asked for more , I just want more of your calls and SMSes ): You gave me f.attitude just now ): God dammit , what did I do wrong to deserve this ? I miss you so much right now , & you can't even be bothered to reply me . Oh well , forget it , you wouldn't see this anyway . sighh .

My dear , you've changed , didn't you notice that ? ( everyone notice that and you don't ?! ) You don't treat me like before already , where's your care and love for me ? You used to buy me breakfast every weekend , and wait outside my house till I wake up . Even if you cannot make it that morning , you will come over and accompany me, if not chat with me on the phone .

I've got a feeling , that you will be leaving me soon , I know I'm unreasonable at times , but you said you will love me forever . Isn't it ? ): I'm sorry . I know I'm not a good girlfriend , neither am I a good friend . Sorry that I've made you upset & etc . but I really love you ):

Say it isn't so ~ tell me you're not leaving , say you change your mind now , that I'm only dreaming . This is not goodbye , this is not over . If you wanna know , I don't wanna let go . So say it isn't so ):

Baby , I need you ... ...
& your love is all that I ever needed .

myfairmissy.com

darling i luv u~

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lzh

remember i told u i cant slp when u cry?
i really did, and always, and u noe tat.

remember i told u i will hunt u if u are feeling down and hiding around?
i really did, i found u at bishan park...

remember i told u how worrying i am when u were just loitering around?
i really did, i told u about the un-describe-able feeling i have for u.

why why why am i feeling this way...
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minimo

You gave me great memories i can never erase. Now, i wish u wil be happy in ur new relationship

'To Start Press Any Key'. Where's the ANY key? - HomerSimpson <3

Emolisher

I miss you
Miss the time we are together, miss the many nights we SMS/talk on the fone,
miss your cat, miss your voice, miss you being around with me..Regrettably, i should have took 1 more step forward but its all way too late now..

I really hope that you will find another guy that dot, care and love you as much as i do.. As long as i know dat ni hen xing fu..i will den feel glad now i can only say this to myself

曾经有一份真诚的爱情放在我面前，我没有珍惜，等到失去的时候我才后悔莫及，人世间最痛苦的事莫过于此，如 果上天给我一个再来一次的机会，我会对那个女孩说三个字：“我爱你！”如果真的要在这份爱上加个期限的话， 我希望是一万年！

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