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**FBI** · 15-07-2008, 12:55 AM

I know that we don knew each other for long, but i believe its destiny that brought us together in this small dot in the world. Since its god's arrangement, i believe that we shouldn't change it. Yes it has been 2 years since i'm attached, i almost gave up and became gayed.

But u changed my life. U brought colours to it. I may not be the best guy in this world, but i will b the best guy u ever knew. Attached or not, i don care. I will b happy when u are happy, thats all i care abt. At times u are really contradicting me. I was delighted to receive your msg, but u stop replying after some time. All along, i knew i was a sub to u. I don care, all i want is your happiness. I really like the way u care and show concern towards me. When i was in camp lying on the bed and feeling emotion, thats only u in my mind. I was holding to my handphone tightly hoping for your message, but after some time i realize that i shld make the first step.

But i was afraid.. afraid that i might be too pestering u. I gave up eventually. I place my phone on my chest, so that if u really do msg me, i would wake up from my dream land and reply u at least. As long as i can chat with u, i'm happy enough.

I don request for anything, except your smile.

It really hurts me to hear your complains abt the way u were treated by your bf and such. How i wish i could go up front and tell him, "hey can u treat her better!". A pretty girl like u doesn't deserver such treatment.

U know, its like there's an invisble wall between us, although its transparent but it still seperates me from u!

Due to my heart prob, i might die any moment.

And the last thing b4 i dies off is to see your smile.

-Jenni

**SkateBoardG** · 15-07-2008, 01:08 AM

woah bro... chill it out man... dont say such things.. think positive.

ling82 · 15-07-2008, 01:23 AM

is it v serious? better take care den..
my ex passed away due to this.. wish u all the best!!!

**XiaoRenWu** · 15-07-2008, 01:31 AM

You are probably having depression....... try to relax yourself......
As for you heart problem you need to consult doctor.

Most importantly, like what SkateBoardG said...think positive

Never give up yourself.....
The bigger challenge in your life is yourself.

SARS attack caused lots of family lose their love ones....
But they do fight until the end....

	Quote:
	It really hurts me to hear your complains abt the way u were treated by your bf and such. How i wish i could go up front and tell him, "hey can u treat her better!". A pretty girl like u doesn't deserver such treatment.

Well, i believe people here in SGC will be standing with you...

**nimbus** · 15-07-2008, 01:37 AM

being pessimistic doesn't help.
take care. for yourself and those that u care.

Reila3413 · 15-07-2008, 01:43 AM

i feel like crying...
relax lah...
live ur life happily...
u must also care for ur happiness...

**finaldust** · 15-07-2008, 09:24 AM

cheer up bah also bring back my memories bah

**sgelite** · 15-07-2008, 09:52 AM

I wonder if this open declaration might help bring down that invisible wall between the both of you. I doubt it, sorry for being a dampener here. I hope that if you could realize the fact that this isn't quite sincere. Why? Well, look at your spellings and phrasings, speaks a lot here. You are not bothered with the proper spellings and punctuations. This isn't some SMS on the cell phone and if you had bothered a little with details and specifics which I find lacking in your post, things might just be different. IMHObservation, you are quite self assuming and really not very meticulous in your ways. How can you take things for granted especially someone whom you hold with high regards?

Sometimes I really cannot understand why you want to flaunt such flaws, if you want to do something then do it well and proper. See to it that you complete it without regrets and mistakes. If not, don't bother. I cannot speak more and if you have a health problem, I think she would really not want to be your uncertain burden. Relationship with you would be so uncertain, as it seems like you will be the means to an end rather than her. So take care and get yourself sorted out.

**SkateBoardG** · 15-07-2008, 10:33 AM

see.. so many people who care..

**elainesy** · 15-07-2008, 12:10 PM

i dunno wat to say..but there many thing can happen try look on the bright side bah..

**stvlai83** · 15-07-2008, 12:40 PM

Cheer up bro....look at the bright side...

Princess Evelyn · 15-07-2008, 12:46 PM

b positive no matter wat happen..

**FBI** · 15-07-2008, 02:09 PM

	Quote:			Originally Posted by sgelite
	I wonder if this open declaration might help bring down that invisible wall between the both of you. I doubt it, sorry for being a dampener here. I hope that if you could realize the fact that this isn't quite sincere. Why? Well, look at your spellings and phrasings, speaks a lot here. You are not bothered with the proper spellings and punctuations. This isn't some SMS on the cell phone and if you had bothered a little with details and specifics which I find lacking in your post, things might just be different. IMHObservation, you are quite self assuming and really not very meticulous in your ways. How can you take things for granted especially someone whom you hold with high regards? Sometimes I really cannot understand why you want to flaunt such flaws, if you want to do something then do it well and proper. See to it that you complete it without regrets and mistakes. If not, don't bother. I cannot speak more and if you have a health problem, I think she would really not want to be your uncertain burden. Relationship with you would be so uncertain, as it seems like you will be the means to an end rather than her. So take care and get yourself sorted out.

yeah u kinda true, and i didn't realize that until u pointed out. i need to do some thoughts.

**FBI** · 15-07-2008, 02:10 PM

	Quote:			Originally Posted by SkateBoardG
	see.. so many people who care..

yo thanks bro =)