Ok i gonna cut short my problem here.
not long ago. i found my long lost ex. but i did something kinda bad (nth to do with body contact hor!) as in i was drunk due to some hard time over her. den my fren quoted best thing to make urself forget a gal is to make her hate u.
den i was drunk. so i just say aiyah anything. u help me reply. i woke up, saw the msg. really bang wall

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(Any way. if u guys/gals wanna comment me over my stupid choices pls do so. looking into the mirror and asking myself why did i do that.)
so i don really know how to face her. explanation = no use for sure.
BUT! after those story. i just wanna ask how to pass her a christmas present from me? by a friend would be better?
really ta bu ci tou lai jian ta le (hanyu pingyin) really can lift up my head to face her anymore
and what am i suppose to write on the card?
i posting this cos i am kinda sux at writing things. as this is also my first time giving a xmas present. any comment advise will do