*clears throat*
today.. i didn't have to work. and it happens to be a weekend.. so i decided to go my workplace to erm.. shop a bit plus 'admire' wangzi.
at first didn't see him at both counters so quite disheartened.. thought that it is a wasted trip afterall so i just anyhow walked around. later, i spotted him standing outside one of the counter so i ... gei gei.. purposely walk past him. (i don't know what i am doing at that time lah! >.< i just don't want to make it a wasted trip so feel that i ought to do something)
walked to another section and stole some glances at him. but couldn't see where he was cos many stuff was blocking my view. roar.
later, i wandered to chinese section to read some books.. it was then that i saw him standing in front and looking at me. it's a coincidence that he was there as well. anyway, i got a bit shocked and quickly sat down at the bench. then, he lingered at the cashier counter, waiting for other colleagues. i could see him clearly from where i sat. after a while, he walked away from the counter and i stole another glance at his backview. suddenly, he turn back and look in my direction. immediately, i looked elsewhere and concentrate on smsing.
elated that i saw him, i walked to somewhere near another cashier counter and made a call to my friend.
just then, a cashier walked past and assuming that he should be able to keep his mouth to himself, i asked him what is wangzi's shift. he told me wangzi's shift and even told me where he will be positioned at. i thanked him and asked him to not tell anyone about my question.
being extremely excited, i 'ran' back to where i was hiding between the shelves and told my friend on the phone about this piece of information. just then, wangzi walked past and looked at me. there's something in his eyes which i couldn't quite catch. i feel that there is something hidden in his yan shen.. i don't know what it is.
i am afraid that there might be a possibility that the cashier already told him about me ... about how i questioned him of wangzi.
anyway, my guy friend and i queued up to pay for our items.. we were being served by the cashier beside him. all the while, he never lifted up his head while serving the customer beside us. i feel that he is trying to avoid me? like pretending not to see that i'm at the counter.
i have a very bad feeling that he already knows that i like him. so am i or am i not being exposed? :freakedout:
please give me your precious opinion ... T_T